My Mind and Me (English Version) - Story by Kiki

 A story from Kiki

                                            

                                            My Thoughts and I (Indonesian Version)

    I am a woman created by Allah to live life in this world and in the hereafter too. I carry so many responsibilities because I am the first child, always given the sign that I am a strong woman by the people around me and Allah also chose me to be the first child born in my family. In addition, I have gone through all the joys and sorrows, then I have gone through everything, how I was treated well and badly, but regarding this, everyone must have felt the same thing, it is impossible not to.

    On the other hand, being the first child who has a fat and short body, always being insulted because it does not match the beauty standards that apply in my country makes my heart sometimes ashamed because of the insults I receive. Then, romantic relationships are always thwarted because the physical is not suitable, so the wound forms until it becomes big from the age of twelve until now, it is indeed terrible, but that is a form of Allah's protection for me, insulted by humans but protected by Allah.

  Then, since then I felt that the form of Allah's love for me was very broad, surpassing the vastness of the sky, when people insulted me, that was when Allah gave me such great love, one of which was that I was given vast patience, which is my most beautiful gift.